 | About Me | Apr 29, 2005 |
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verafun is One Person.vera yulia rachmawaty. student. in relationship with incredibly lovely boyfriend. big dreamer. listen-adhere-watch. living life. liberalis. family lover. dreaming about living in United States. and never been happier for being my self
So small-A dot.
By Gabrielle Noelle
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So here I am, thinking about my mystify final projects TA. While I still think much about yesterday’s talks with my buddy. Yesterday, when I was just visiting my friend Adhit, we shared (as always) so many things about our own life. And our talks just dragged into something a little bit punched me out of the line. Adhit told me a bit story about how he was playing three personalities of himself to face one of the rough paths with his gf.
So I read Plato’s allegory. He said, the personality of people could be good and could be not. That’s natural I think so Mr. Plato. More describing, the good one of your personality represents spirit, noble, well formed, handsome, and tending to behave magnificently. And the bad one, represents appetite, crooked, lumbering, ill made, stiff-necked, short throated, with bloodshot eyes. And we have also the mediator personality whose job is to determine the direction and speed, to drive the people that we used to be, and coordinate the activities between the good one and the bad one So, I imagine how I myself could be so merciless while the merciful one is inactive mode. You can just choose which side you would take in to. I think it might work as well as you have one of kind atmosphere that put you accidentaly in confining situation, that happens to me recent days :) ~When I write this writings I remember the song of Pink - Split Personality So I'm putting it all on the table
You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed
When you break it down I'm just two girls
Trying to blend, trying to vibe
Trying to live just one life
Everybody's got insanities...I got a split personality
Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky
Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly
Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that
Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act
Where we go we don't need roads [roads], Where we stop nobody knows [knows], To the stars if you really want it, Got, got a jetpack with your name on it, Above the clouds in the atmosphere [phere], Just say the words and we outta here [outta here], Hold my hand if you feelin' scared [scared], We flyin' up, up outta here.couple lyrics from Far East Movement exactly 4 years ago, when i was still a student in senior high school, it was really hectic hopeless tightly time in doing study A, B, and Cs. FINAL exam preparation, University test preparation, and couples of final assignment.
never thought i can really survive here in ITB, place i was dreaming of...even there are so many obstacles here when i about to graduate from here, *i think harder than even for selection test to become a student here :D
but, still thanks GOD, alhamdulillahirabbilalamin, time just goes so extremely fast, as fast as gripping sands. now i about to graduate in this middle of year *big amen and i just realized that i should finding a job, in fulfilling responsibility as an engineer, in fulfilling for next stage a human responsibility
when you can say simply words to your Mom and Dad, hello guys we made it! :) this is just relieving, and it's gonna more relieving when they say we're proud of you dear! oh i really want to make them proud, yes...but it's not as easy as you dream of that. you have to start doing your Final Paper Vey!!!!
it's kinda funny when i write this blog while i read a paper entitled "Coal Blending Theory in Dry Charging Process" LOL well. wish me really good luck buddies! :D
i recently (finally) give up with those things
things i hate
hypocrisy
to those people who always put on mask behind friendship
you never dare to show your rottenness, or you just don't dare to even smell it
i just really want to slam my door hardly in front of your face, and shouted to you that i never ever want to come back to your life.
it's fair enough dear, it's fair enough
your life is your life, and mine is mine.
even we live in the same world, you just poorly always perched uncomfortably on the edge of your room with only one chair
maybe tonight i just out of mind, yes i really do! but yes i still have half out by then, and you just have even less than half
so, yesterday I was shocked by unknown sms told me that my mother had passed away.
GOD, it was such a big bolt lighting my head.
but buddy, It wasn't true at all..Alhamdulillah, here's the story goes..
surprisingly yesterday when I called my Mom's mobile phone, she didn't pick it up anyway. and when I text Dad, he didn't even replied it. damn. and I was continuing call my sister, she didn't answer...
I had really bad feelings, I never thought how could this life be without my Mom. once again I tried to text my Dad, and he replied (it rather to read it or not) it said, "Mom is fine, here she is next to me in the table for supper".
wooaaaaa, Alhamdulillah, thanks thanks to you God...
at 25 last minutes without any clarity of the information I felt like there was pebbles on my throat. so I couldn't breath well. actually me was dying not my Mom
and I thought how dare I face God's will which becomes my fate
how tough if I was left by my beloved ones?
and I whispered to God, dear God it will feels relieved when I leave first rather being left by my beloved ones
but neither I, don't dare dear God
for any unspoken words and unpredictable things called death, let me finish my job as humanbeings here.....
So, I found this application from Firefox add on, the first time in my mind was "hey it's good for my nephews" then i installed it. The installation is so simple, so if you wanna try, it's very easy to access, as easy as you take your coins out from your pocket ;)
This game application is for kids that age range from (1 y.o - 12 y.o). I think this game application is very well-educated games, it's very good anyway to develop kids cognitive, creativity, intelligence, and social skills based on THEIR AGES. So, if your kid is 2 y.o the game must be different with your another kid which her/his age is 3 or 4 y.o.
But this game also need parental controls. First, for us..Indonesian people you have to accompanying your kids, because it's applied in very-English :) and maybe your 1 y.o kid, can not operate your mouse to pick out the game :p
I am very excited with this game application overall, I can play-along with my nephew, no more play car-chase games, motoGP game, playstation game, all day long in front of your computer, now your kids will have fun well-education and well-animated games application in your own computer :)
Maybe this is only example one from millionaire game application that available in wide world, but i just wanna share it to you, that some of my nephews are having good improvement after playing those games. How do I know anyway? this application will show you the progress of your kids. They present it into percentage by observing what games that interest played by your kids and how was the score. It's good right ;) like you're having an online school for your kids
Unfortunately this game application is not free, after 15 days free trial you have to buy it, not so much expensive i think if both your kids and yourself love this game application ;)
BUT it still can't change REAL GAME of course! The way your kids draw butterfly or ball with their own hands is more valuable than just click&drag-ing on computer, isn't it? :p
Vera Yulia Rachmawaty
 sometime we may think that we're great people
sometime we may think that we're just ordinary people
sometime we won't say enough until we achieve anything
sometime we will stop in achieving anything
sometime we have to struggling running so fast to seek our dreams
sometime we have to give chances to ourselves to seek infatuation of this fascinating world
sometime this life rise
sometime this life fall
Vera Yulia Rachmawaty Indonesia 21 y.a, proudly I was born here
Indonesia 65 y.a, we were together declaring that we were "MERDEKA!" we were...
Indonesia Country which the land spreads magnificently, and the ocean expanses marvelously And we do still..
Indonesia
Why are we crying now? We've been through all this not so badly, but I can't lie we were in misery
People keep trying to put you up for sale..
Indonesia Yet we still got room left to grow Do you believe it?
I, him, her, and others are hold on to raise you up To own our own magnificence To continue our hero's struggle To bound in honor as "pusaka abadi nan jaya"
Indonesia....
Probably this is only word to word
But it takes some words to make an action
Padamu negeri kami berjanji Padamu negeri kami berbakti Padamu negeri kami mengabdi Bagimu negeri jiwa raga kami
Vera Rachma Hi...
Hello again multiply..
Been a long time not to write down some inspirations here, a place where I belong ;)
So, I want to start again...
But, where do I start?
Hahahaha Well if I back forward to the year when I start multiply (forget, been 4 or 5 y.a), so many things happened I through so many phases here..start from galau, alay, labil, and bla bla bla
And I still feel so lucky I ever started multiply and so create friendship here...
Year after year in an age of incredible breakthroughs (lebay kan) so many things changed Yet, I am still verafun, still student, and now she's at her last grade ;)
Anyway, I'll much more blogging here...really need some inspirations from you multiply :)
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